Thursday, June 30, 2005

give me a break

right now i'm freaking out and don't know where to start since i didn't have my laptop for one month and i haven't written for so long plus i'm behind with all my school stuff. and talking about school:

i'm going to the testdays for hyper island! i'm flying to copenhagen this monday and from there i'll take the train to karlskrona sweden. i'm so kapot excited! need to practice more swedish too now, but i think i'll manage.

so this is another reason i'm freaking out. all the stuff from last month that i couldn't do, has to be finished before i leave on monday. i have to be back friday for judgmentday at school here. and the stress and excitement is paralizing me. all i can think of is going to sweden!

amazement:
i got invited! wooooooooooooohoooooooooooo!

Thursday, June 16, 2005

he stopped fighting

or should i say living? after all he's been through, seeing his family die in front of his eyes, he has given up. falk is no more.

falk you were a true friend and i hope you'll have a blast in seamonkeyheaven!

so amazing!
even though my muscles are in pain, i am actually psyched on going spinning tonight!

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

mean grumpy old men

i hope today people will be in good moods. yesterday i had the worst customer ever.
this old man came at my desk asking me for a book, and while i was looking it up in my computer he started saying 'oh you have really ugly tattoos, damn their ugly, couldn't you find anything better, oh so ugly' and shook his head and looked at me as if i was the dirtiest thing alive.

i wanted to stab him, right in the face..

but working in a bookstore you have to be polite and nice, so all i did was ask my colleague to help this man cause i didn't want to.

this week i started working out! monday i tried spinning at the gym, and i liked it. halfway during the workout all i wished for was to die and thought i would fall off the bike, but it was actually pretty cool. on my way home i was about to throw up, but i'll be back on that bike tomorrow. i need to get in shape again,
i have been slacking on my health for a year now, and it's time to take action!

amazing:
i can ride a bike for an hour like a madman, jump around in some aerobics class for hours, but running up and down my street kills me? what's up with that?

Monday, June 13, 2005

nervous breakdown

it has been two weeks now since i took my laptop to the repair people, and i think it's about time they get it fixed! i'm two weeks behind schedule now, and i have only two weeks left untill the deadline for my final project. i have to build a flash application, and i'm not exactly a flash guru... yet... i wish there were more days in a week, or more hours in a day, so i could become a master in flash and after effects... grrrr.

i don't know if i should talk about this but last month i applied for a school in karlskrona, sweden, called hyper island. i am so so nervous about this, because i really want to go to this school and i really believe i would fit in so well. i misread the website and thought they would notify me the 15th of june, but it's the 21st of june... dammit.. i am so impatient! i just really hope they will invite me for an interview because there's only so much you can say on paper, i think they should meet me so i can show them a whole lot more. me.
i guess i should just wait and see.

this is really amazing, no, not amazing, just funny:
last weekend i had the weirdest dream. justin timberlake kissed me MWOHAHAHA and i remember i thought 'but what about cameron?' and then 'ok that's it, change dream, right now'.
come on, justin timberlake, where the hell did he come from?

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

just...

PIZZA!

Monday, June 06, 2005

looking for a pot of gold part 2

when i got home last friday, i received an invoice for the repair of my laptop. and for the love of god, it will cost me 210 euro!! apparently my harddisk is broken and i need a new one.
so i've been looking all over for a pot of gold last weekend, even went to antwerp but all i found there were new words. they say flemish is almost the same as dutch, but i have no clue what the word 'refter' means. so if there's anyone out there who knows, please tell me. it will comfort me in my pains for not finding a pot of gold... yet.

what amazes me today:
how boring mondays are, but how a phonecall from a friend & going to a show can make me happy!
x

Friday, June 03, 2005

monkeycage

a friend of mine is living in a huge gymnastics hall, but unfortunately he has to move tomorrow. so, as a farewell gymnastics hall, we'll have a monkeycage party tonight! a game we used to play in school during gymnastics. i don't really remember the rules to it, all i remember is running around and jumping into the ropes or rings or climb in or onto things and not to get caught cause then you'll be the next fool running around after people.
i think i was 9 since the last time i played 'apekooi'. and we're all going to be wearing gymnastics outfits, it is going to be soooo cool!

amazing:
maybe i should read more newspapers of gossipmagazines.. not that much has been amazing me the past couple of days. maybe the weather? from 32 degrees to 14 degrees in 2 days? swimming in the ocean and lying on the beach to wearing a sweater and coat the next day. i don't think i should call this amazement, but absolute disappointment.

Thursday, June 02, 2005

looking for a pot of gold

some days go by and nothing special happens. just the usual stuff, work hard, boss gives you a brownie, then a workshop receiving and giving feedback. i felt like showing my boss my bachelor degree in social studies, but oh well, a nice afternoon chatting with colleagues i don't speak to a lot was actually pretty cool and a good recapture of information lost in some of the drawers in my head.

now i'm just waiting at school for my mentor to show up. i need her to sign papers for a school-laptop. i hate working at school, LOUD NOISES in the way brick tamland would say. if you haven't seen anchorman yet, don't finish reading my crap, go rent it now!

amazement moment:
oh dear nothing amazed me yesterday, no oooh wow or anything.. hopefully today something happens that will blow me away.