midsommar

7 flowers and my true love

last night was this swedish thing called midsommar where you eat summer potatoes and a fish named sil. some dance around a pole, but we didn't. the last 5 in town decided to eat together in my backyard and later go for a walk. i have to say, i really enjoyed myself. it was just relaxed, no heavy boozing and jumping in fountains this time.

i have heard that you can find out who your true love is on midsommarnight and only girls can do this. you have to silently pick 7 different flowers from 7 different parts in the garden, put them under your pillow and you will dream about your true love. so of course, after one thousand questions like what if i dream about donnie darko, or what if i dream about my mom, i tried it.

jakob and sean were protecting me from getting attacked in our dangerous park, while i silently walked around picking 7 different flowers. you're not allowed to talk to anyone after picking the flowers so i already said goodnight before. i went home and put the flowers under my pillow. this is what i remember of my dreams:

i was a nurse in a squathospital and to get some more help i had to walk over this superscary bridge. then i was hunted down by some gangsters for some reason i didn't understand. after hiding in different places, not 7, they found me and shot me in my stomach. but i didn't die, because some girl in my dream said that i got shot in a certain angle and that you can't die if that happens.

there was probably some more weird stuff.. but my true love? where was he? there were so many people in my dream! was this a one time opportunity or can i do this every midsommar? can i do that anywhere or do i have to be in sweden? panic!

bye bye crew11..

so yesterday was the last day in school.. i can't believe how fast this year has passed. i think this has been the fastest year in my entire life. we had final presentations of our last project and after that it was grilling time, soy saucages and marshmallows mmmmm. the party afterwards was cool, although it was weird saying goodbye to people you have gotten so close to. we'll see each other in march again.

i hate saying goodbye. so i'll just say: see you tomorrow!

by the way, my tick bite is scaring me a bit. i'll be on the penicilline for 10 days but i'll do a check up when i come home, which is this monday!! yay!!

ticked

i think i should change the title of this blog to something like 'the deterioration of joy'. it's a neverending flow of incidents, accidents and visits to emergeny rooms.
now i have a new thing to share with you out there. say hello to my tick bite! my neck is healed and of course my body will never give me a week off, so now i have this thing. i'm on penicilline, so i will be fine.
if only i knew what is going to happen next..

one more

Your Famous Last Words Will Be:

"I dunno, press the button and find out."

What Will Your Famous Last Words Be?

boring

Your Seduction Style: The Natural

You don't really try to seduce people... it just seems to happen. Fun loving and free spirited, you bring out the inner child in people. You are spontaneous, sincere, and unpretentious - a hard combo to find! People drop their guard around you, and find themselves falling fast.

What Is Your Seduction Style?

wreckage

i think i was born broken and i feel embarrassed to send in new declaration forms to my insurance company, after having sent dentist bills and jaw surgeon bills.. as of yesterday i have another bill to send them.

i came to school chipper as i always am, maybe a bit tired but oh well, i still don't like getting up early. i took off my bag and

&*%&$%*###%%^&&$^$##^%#^%$^$#^#%#$%#$%$^%

it just snapped. my neck and shoulder muscles got stuck and the pain was undescribable. they took me to the emergency room at the most retarded hospital i ever went to, i don't want to go into this, and after taking neck x-rays and waiting for hours i could go home with a prescription for inflammation killers. this neck-shoulder-muscle-popping thing has happened 3 times now in 5 years. i seriously need to start working out and i'm thinking maybe working in the digital industry isn't such a good idea..

but i never listen to anyone, especially not to myself. i'll start swimming again and run around, i don't want to give up my computer.