why isn't life all about eating apple pie and drinking café au lait?

and why is it i understand everything people think and how they act? i wish i was just stupid and could hate people for their actions but i don't, i just always understand. and in this case i would be a mongoloid if i didn't get it. i am moving for like a million years, but just met someone i had the most fun with for a long time and sometimes wish i met him earlier. but this is life and this is the way things go.
maybe i should stick to my motto, time will tell. i'll be back for some time in october, and if not, i'll learn.

still, why isn't it all about eating apple pie and seeing what happens?

or maybe i'm just a too naïve almost 27 year old.. or just a dreamer.. who knows.. time will tell.